Sunday, February 15, 2009 @1:42 PM
Back to town!
Hee. I'm back again & it seems here is ROTTING. (: That's bad. Can you smell something foul here? :( Since the starting of 2009, nothing in my life seems right. A bad year for me? Troubled at every little problems, thinking too much of it. Troubled by friends, school works, CCAs & even myself. I'm going crazy. It seems that there's only a little time to do something that I want to do. I'm suffocating, indeed. I hate to admit, but I lost to the problems I'm facing. My results are getting lousier, my understanding and analysing questions are getting poorer & slower. I do not know what should I do. Should I change my CCA? I seems to get interested in basketball. But get my passion towards it survived? Or it just a period of interest? It seems that I felt that I'm so extra in Badminton. Everyone are so good in it, & got into school team, excluding me.. Even I'm worse than sec 1. They are in the world of themselves & I just stand behind them, watching. I'm so extra in there, indeed. At least I got friends in basketball who were there for me. But badminton? I don't know. But I've been in it for 1 year. At least basketball, Jiayu can teach me when we are free. Basketball, you can play with yourself but badminton can't. If I chose to stay in badminton, I can learn both it & basketball at the same time. I don't know what to choose. I'm born being indecisive. Everything, "anything", "I don't know". People help me decide. I don't have confidence in whatever I do. I don't know what to say when I need to say. I don't know how to comfort others. I admit, I'm lousy. I'm pessimistic.
"想着这些年, 过了一关又一关, 也许我太逞强. 我开始累了。"
& PROFILE
gladys.
29 March is the day.
Formerly from
1F, 2F, 3B, 4A, 5B, 6D of fsps & 1/1, 2E1 of bgss.
Basketball, Badminton, Other sports, maths & friends are L-O-V-E-D♥.
May soccer, insects, empty-promises, scammers, hackers etc are
O-U-T of my life.
Not happy? Get lost then.
gladys_anything@hotmail.com
& LOVES
Sayonara!(:
2E1
Anqi
Fanny
Germaine
Jiali
Jiayu
Jin Hui
Kenny
Mandy
Nabilah
Rabani
Rachelle
Serene
Tisya
VanessaK.
Vernice
Xin Ya
& SPEAK
start your crab talk.
& WISHLIST
Awaiting to be fulfilled :
-Freedom
-Get into 3E1
-Taller&Skinnies
-Excel in Badminton&Basketball
-A bike
-New badminton racquet
-New branded Basketball.
Fufilled !(:
Unfufilled !:(
& BIG BIG DAYS
Days that belong to the important ones.
24/01 ; Guan Ning's birthday!
09/03 ; Jiali's birthday!
29/03 ; My birthday!
03/04 ; Jiayu's birthday!
19/05 ; Wei Ling's birthday!
12/08 ; Serene's birthday!
01/09 ; Vanessa C.'s birthday!
08/09 ; Xin Ya's birthday!
07/10 ; Hin Nge's birthday!
07/12 ; Say En's birthday!
10/12 ; Vanessa K.'s birthday!
16/12 ; Charlene's birthday!
25/12 ; Germaine's birthday!
& ARCHIVES
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009
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