Yesterday
Had Geography paper. My place was damn hot cans. My column everyone would had some wind.
First person would have the fan on top. Others had window beside them.
But me, once I turned sideway, I could only see WALLZXZ. Omgla.
Geo. I'm dead. RIP. Could not really finish the paper in 2 hours. Donno why other class can but not me.
I was like flipping here & there.
I wanted to write anyhow. But even "anyhow-answers" I also can't think of!
Its gonna be fail or borderline pass. :[!
Ate. And studied in school. -.=
In the end, I was half-studying & half-sleeping. :]
I know, I'm talented. :D
Then later, the whole canteen was so quiet. No one le. So quickly ran off.
Who wants to stay in a deserted canteen?
Today
Omg, I wished I could die at the very moment once I handed up my history paper.
You know what, I donno how to do at least two 9-marks qns, one 8-marks qns & one 6 marks qns. Shiok uh? And, its AT LEAST.
I was like keep struggling.
Then, same thing, I wanted to anyhow answer also cannot.
So, do you think I will pass or fail? VOTE. LOL.
Trust me, It will be 99.9% fail & 0.1% pass.
So will the 0.1% miracle happened? Hope so.
& while Mr Lim was collecting the paper, & I THINK he said that 9 marks dno how to do, how to pass.
Omg. its not just 9 marks. Its much more. & I now know that the 0.1% miracle would not happened.
So, I was like so frustrated, pick up my bag, throw on the chair & went off.
Bought noodles & put hell lot of chillies & stuffed it instead my mouth.
Even though its so hot & spicy.
Just wanted to find ways to not be frustrated.
After that, my stomach was like so hot inside & of course. PAIN. ;[
Maths, I lost my confidence.
But, trust me, even though I had a "great" battle with it.
Its was easy, not so easy, but easier than Paper 1, trust me.
Paper 1, would pull me down.
Just like what Geography & history had done to me. :[
Quite a relief that tomorrow is the last paper, & I THINK I wont go & bother about the marks, as everything was in history.
I donno if I will, but, trust me.
After school, relaxed awhile at canteen.
And, here I am.
Seriously, I had the thought of not having any friends at the very moment.
Like they had cease to exist.
The more I had, the more I will be hurt.
Even though I'm anti-social last time,
I am even now.
I dont wish to take initiative already,
Like as if I had last time.
Sit at one corner,
& being treated as invisible.
I don't mind now.
But, I donno that thought
would or would not follow me the rest of my life.
"Nothing else, just, trust me. LOL."